Life hurts like roses that often prick the unsuspecting people. We all go through a daily emotional rollercoaster and we can never be truly happy because we know that at any point of time, we might plunge again. We get hurt by others or by our actions so many times, we stop healing. We merely stick bandaids over our wounds and hope, that it might possibly go away if we can’t see them.
People also don’t understand us because they never go through the same thing as we did and you pray that they never will because you know exactly how much it hurts right now. But there are also times, you wish that someone can feel for you, you need that listening ear that will tell you “I get that because I’m going through/been through that before and I’m going to lead you out of this. Trust me.” Most of the times, you don’t get that because either people don’t get you or they just don’t care. You can’t blame them too because honestly, you wouldn’t do the same to another person.
Tomorrow you’ll look at this post and forget how it feels now. Look at it 6 months from now and you’ll laugh at this moment for feeling “stressed” and “depressed” because you’re much more depressed now. You wonder how you survived then. You wonder now, if you will ever survive.
I honestly have no idea what I am ranting about and I’m pretty sure I’m going to delete this in a month’s time because it’s so stupid. This is just how I feel right now. If you don’t get it, its normal because I don’t too. I only know that I long for someone who understands me, not for people’s sympathy and encouragement but I just need to know that I am not alone.
Till that person comes, I have my music - the only thing in the world that will never fail me.
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